Book Pondering

SO having recently come off a 3 month non stop Twilight high. I am in deep regrets to say i have now finished all 4 books.FEWW!! Stephanie Meyer is an amazing writer and has the ability to really bring females to there knees with open hearted hope toward true and passionate love.

I started reading a book by the famous novelist Nicholas Sparks earlier this evening called Dear John. Its about a 23 year old guy who is in the army and falls in love with a girl at home and all the trouble and tribulation they go through for there love for each other. I literally got through the 3 page prologue of this book to find i was HOLDING MY BREATH!! I compared theses two characters to Edward and Bella. I couldn't help it.I also was intent on starting a new book to fill the void left by the characters that have left my imagination so abruptly.Bella, Jacob,and Edward. The thought that a book serious could cause probable change to your view in love is absolutely ludicrous!


I find myself comparing everyday people to these 3!I now understand the allure of it.. The trance that these young teenage girls have on it. Allot of people say the key to happiness is achievable dreams, I cry Bull crap.My key to happiness IS dreaming about the impossible and HOPING to achieve even HALF if that dream. I don't ever want to run out of dreams just because i succeeded in them.Than what else what i have to look forwards to or do?!


Memories can have a physical, almost living presence!!!!! Live every moment to that of which you wouldn't mind having to recapture in your subconscious mind. All stories have a beginning middle and end. Although this is how ALL stories unfold.. i still find myself believing that some cant go on forever.
"But you see, just because we’ve been… dealt a certain hand… it doesn’t mean that we can’t choose to rise above — to conquer the boundaries of a destiny that none of us wanted." EDWARD CULLEN,Twilight:chapter 14 pg.307


As much as logically i know real mean cannot be compared to him i cant help but remember the woman who wrote it was just as real as you or i am. She has the same needs and wants from a man as any woman and she created this character that has shown me and hopefully others as well that we CAN fight to have an unquestionable love that will NOT be threatened no matter what happens and to keep striving for that."I don’t want my presence to take anything away from you, if I can help it. I want you to be human. I want your life to continue as it would have if I’d died in nineteen-eighteen like I should have."
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Epilogue, p.495

i leave this blog with a few more quotes from him that all though do have a very mystical SCI fi humor aspect to them are VERY real feelings that men NEEEED to have for woman."I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn’t want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept—as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!
Edward Cullen, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.510

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
Edward Cullen, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.514

"Never be afraid to tell me how you feel, Bella. If this is what you need… You are my first priority."
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 19, p.422