I Dont care

Bryan comes home this evening to me being sick all day. Blech NOT a good feeling at all.I wasn't keeping down anything i ate today.Until this evening jake was kind enough to run out and get me sum chicken noodle soup and some sprite.He doesnt have a car so i let him take mine...although he got pulled over in it because ofmy left blinker not working, luckily the cops here are really nice(i think its the small town atmosphere) and jsut told him to tell me to get it fixed.
On to another more heated subject.I absolutly WILL NOT mold to fit in someones perfect little ideal box.Granted i am not the most wonderful prize in the world but i am confident enough in myself to know i make a great girlfriend and i will be wonderful wife someday.I care very much about other people besides myself and part of me is that i AM OBNOXIOUS.What i mean by this is...
.I BURP..Loudly ..in public sometimes....i dont care
.I FART...loudly in public sometimes .....i dont care
.I like wearing makeup and dressing up to go to i dont care where at like 2 in the morning could be walmart.....i dont care
.I can hold my own grocery bags weather they are heavy or not...i dont care
.I can DRIVE MY OWN vehicle without a backseat driver i own a license just as much as you do.......i dont care
.I talk a whole lot..even more when i decided to drink(which is not very often and NEVER to get drunk) ..i dont care
.I curse like a sailor sometimes when im mad..in public...i dont care
.I LOVE being social and talking to anybody and everybody about anything...i dont care
.I like some things private..very few things..and i shouldnt have to give a explanation ...i dont care
.I Do not like having to feel oblidged to answer to someone every waking moment of thee day we can coexist without entertaining eachother...i dont care
.And lastly I AM AN INDEPENDENT female who can do all these things with or without if you would like to join me and accept ALL not sum but ALL of these qualities than please join me....I DONT CARE!!!!



Infuriating to be put in a box bryan got angry at me tonight because i burped and he says it unladylike...i looked at his stupid face wiht question like "Have you not been around me EVEr?" anyone who remotely has been around me for more than 5 minutes knows this.So get over it and move on..he says things that really make me question if he is sexist. like you a girl i think ur gorgeous and you need to stop acting like one of the boys ..stay ladylike it turns me off when u burp or are loud and interupt people..only guys can be like that and you are not one...No shit sherlock..he expects me to b this perfect little girl and maintain modesty and uphol,d a lady like image at all times..HAHAHAHHAHAHA wrong person stupid.Find someone else cuz i will NEVER EVER be like that i dont care that you hide you sexism with oh"Im just traditional" wanting something and demanding it are two different things...raGHGH tahnks all for listening..catch yall on the next rant.

p.s DONT EVER LOSE YOU VOICE EVER EVER EVER GIRLS!! NO COMPROMISE ON THAT YOU WONT WIN ANYTHING